Resuming

Wow! Very busy year was 2008!

After a few months without posting finally I have some time to organize and update all this. As there are many stories to tell, I will take it easy and update what happened with all the previous guys.

Although dissapearing is a common thing before, during and after all those stories, you get used to it and learn not to take dating or cruising any seriously. Even if you find someone specially nicer, your mind starts to discard him gently, so you will not be too disappointed if he finally disappears, and will be very glad if he shows up again.

Resuming the previous, I can say this happened with:

Young cute blond guy: Saw him a few times in the chatroom we hooked up. Never again in person, or txt or calls.

Lunch guy in Surry Hills: A few texts after that always promising a new meeting. Never happened, not even by chance. He is still a frequent visitor in the chatroom.

Thom: God! It almost was a never ending story, but it had to dig into my dignity to stop. After that night when he made up a story to kick out of his (allegedly, sister's) flat, he called to meet in Oxford St., dance and go to a hotel where he had a room. As previously happened, we met, danced, and went to the hotel, but this time when thing were going just like usual I decided to do things differently, which he couldn't handle. Then he asked me to leave (at 3-4 am) which I happily did with the promise to myself of never seeing him again (again). He called several times after that, until he got me to accept to meet him again. But when I told him there wouldn't be sex, he realized things weren't the same, and called me later to cancel and tell me to call him whenever I forgive him. After some months, I think I've forgiven him but I won't forget.

Chris 1: Totally disappeared with my 120 dollars. :(

Mark: He was scary! Thankfully he's totally disappeared too.

Chris 2: Totally disappeared too. I called to his number weeks after our date and a woman picked up the phone. I wonder what happened with him. Not that I expect anything!

Chris 3: I had a little chat with him recently (more than 6 months after our meeting) but he never knew who I was. He's just doing the same as before, with some health issues. Hope he gets better, he's a nice guy after all.


Soon new stories,

Me

Chris 3

I started chatting with Chris... (Damn! Another one. Too many in Sydney. Let's call him Chris 3) about 4 months ago. It was quite friendly and even we sms each other when I was travelling, but it stopped and we restarted chatting after a few weeks.

One night he said he had the next day off from work and he wanted to do some exercise. As I was working out then, I told him to join me the next day and he accepted, surprise!

The next day we met and went to the closest park. He joined me for some minutes of jogging, but he had to stop and waited till I finished. As he waited I tried to make some company for him, we had some conversation and he even told a couple of jokes.

We went back to my place (A crappy one back then) and he decided to take a shower. He stripped his t-shirt off and went into the bathroom. I liked him physically (as much as one can like who you just meet), he seemed to be a cool guy, he was showering and would be back into my room soon... shirtless! I had to make a move, I thought.

Hence he came back into my room shirtless, I said anything, played for a second with his nipple piercing, leaned and kissed him. Big mistake! He stood there motioless and emotionless. I regretted what I just did and begged for excuses. He just said "I didn't expected it". He dressed, we said goodbye and he left.

I sent him a message excusing my behaviour once again. He replied saying it was fine, but I never got a reply again from him until last week, when I saw he was online and asked him in a message what would his reaction be if I wouldn't have kissed him, but tried to fuck him. His reply was very short and straightforward: "It would be very very much worse... for you".

Another one of my nice gay aussie experiences in Sydney!

Back on track

Many weeks have passed as well as many men.

One of the latest deceptions was Chris (Another? I guess so, a different one for sure). We started sending messages on a gay dating (cruising) website several months ago, but we never set a date. A few weeks ago he reappeared and proposed to meet for dinner.

The proposal was good. We met and went to a thai restaurant he knows, had dinner, he bought wine and went to his place for a movie. His flatmate was travelling, but now I wonder... is he really his flatmate?. Anyway, we sat cuddling in his living room to watch the movie.... well, I watched the movie, he slept. Once finished the movie, we went to his bed where we slept naked together. No sex so far.

Next morning we couldn't resist and had sex. As usual I wore a condom which I realized it broke after we both came. No dramas. And he dropped me close to Uni on his way to work. "I'll call you later tonight". It was a very nice date.

After a few days I send him an sms with no answer. Some days later I send him a different message on the dating website. I found out yesterday that he deleted his profile there.

What happened? Cumming in him scared him off that badly? Is his flatmate his boyfriend? Did he feel close to commitment after cuddling? or after offering me a job (During the dinner, an actual job)?

It was nice to meet him, even when I wasn't too excited. But as usual, I'd like to know the reason.